Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportHiya everyone >How are you doing?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Good evening fellasHere are some useful links for anyone who might need them:> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read
>>77433599using that faggot as a mascot for these threads implies people that cut are faggots like him
I hope everyone slept well last night! :)>>77433599Hey cat!
>>77433599Good morning cat! yesterday I got home and started writing my response for everyone and by the time I finished writing the thread was already gone :(((I'm still so pissed about it, don't like to make my friends feel like I was ignoring them
forgot to mention it but I'm loving our new logo!>>77433632Good morning gator! Hope you slept well too :)
Hello guys. Skipped class today because I was feeling like shit. I'll start studying tomorrow following my new guidelines.I still want to get beaten to death though>>77433610>>77433632Hi cat, hi Gator>>77433772Hi napanon. I remember you mentioning the kind of music you listen to. A lot of brazilian stuff. You don't happen to be brazilian do you?>>77426854>but how you do it? you just go over your notes and read them over and over? do exercises?Read the theory, then do the exercises. Spend the least amount of time reading theory and most of the time doing exercises.>This is a big mistakeI'll start looking at the exams. It's painful, but I'll do it>calm downI don't really get nervous during exams. My mind jut doesn't function very well>I bet you are none of this things because you got in the university, if you were any of those you couldn't set foot insideThe exam I had to take to get into uni was piss easy, just very long. And I'm so stupid that even then I got a bad grade and couldn't enroll in the course that I wanted, so I enrolled in a shit course just to change courses later on.
>>77433599hi cat. im doing okay today. just tired still may go to bed early tonight..
>>77433632Hi Ali :>>hope everyone slept well last night! :)thank youIt was okay, though I had to wake up a bit early today which kinda sucked :<Did you have a good night?how's your day going?>>77433772Hello napanon :]>finished writing the thread was already gone :(((owww :<I suppose at least you can learn from it, when you see the thread is on page 7or more you can give it a little quick bump :>>don't like to make my friends feel like I was ignoring them(if you saved it) You can still post it if you want to And how was your day bedsides that sad incident?>>77433788>loving our new logoyeah it's pretty cool some anon made it, thank you to them^^>>77433856Hi saka >feeling like shit.that's ok, rest a bit frenyou've been under a lot of stress >>77433864Heyo Gal :3>may go to bed early tonight..that's completely okay are you at work now?you got any plans for today?
>>77433788Hey napanon!>Good morning gator!Good morning to you too!>>77433856Hey saka! :)>>77433882>I had to wake up a bit early todayThat sucks your probably a little tired then.>Did you have a good night?It was ok, it took me forever to fall asleep and I only got like 4 hours of sleep.>how's your day going?Pretty bad but it's still early. How's your day been cat :3
>>77433882>I suppose at least you can learn from it, when you see the thread is on page 7or more you can give it a little quick bump :>Lesson learned! I used to think it would be rude to bump it without contributing anything but now I see, I'll make sure to give it a bump when I see the opportunity >(if you saved it) You can still post it if you want toI think it's on my home 'puter, will do will do>And how was your day bedsides that sad incident?It went pretty alright, took the time to listen to the mixtapes you sent while playing a game, really help me set the mood, thank ya :>And I also took the time to do some line exercises, not planning on giving up on drawing anytime soon!How was your day catto ? Got any plans for today?>>77433856Morning Sakamoto, I was talking with Nina about Brazilian music cause Nina listens to a whole bunch of it and I wanted to get in the good stuff as well. I'm actually from Mexico. Are you Brazilian??? We got a pretty diverse bunch here, Cutters Sans FrontiersSaka, you should really look into advanced study techniques based on your learning type. My uncle was into some sleep subliminal learning type shit and the guy's a genius
Cut runes.Channel energy.Intentions are power.Everyone is aware that ~energy is mass~ in infinite ways.Think about how your intentions are mass. That spirit you stood for when you cut out a feeling, is mass/energy that you can infinitely grow. Even the most-abstract vaguest most-multidimensional feelings can be grown infinitely.
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>>77433599>Hiya everyoneheya catbro! :D >>77433632hey gator! hope you slept well, too. :> how's it going? >>77433772hi napanon! (^-^) don't worry. it happens. just save your reply somewhere and post it in the next thread. we're used to cross-thread posts at this point. >don't like to make my friends feel like I was ignoring themagain, don't worry. we know that stuff gets in the way sometimes. we can always just pick-up where we left off. ^^>>77433856hey sakamoto! >Skipped class todayit's ok. take a break and try to get in a better state of mind. >>77433864hi gal! :>
>>77433946>your probably a little tired then.yes a little but it's not that bad, at least I don't have to go to uni tomorrow >only got like 4 hours of sleep.dang itdo you know why you couldn't fall asleep? maybe your room was too hot?What kind of stuff do you do when you can't fall asleep?>Pretty bad oh no :c>but it's still early, why bad?so there's a chance it'll get better >How's your day been cat :3it was uhh, I drove to my classes only to find out 2 out of 3 of them were called off so I kinda wasted my timeBut at least now I'm good, I'm chilling on my bed watching stuff on my phone but soon I might play some roblox >>77434055>I'll make sure to give it a bump when I see the opportunitythank you in advance ^^>think it's on my home 'puter, will do will dooky>really help me set the mood, thank ya :>aww you're welcome fren :D>not planning on giving up on drawing anytime soon!glad to hear that keep on sketching :3>How was your day catto ? Got any plans for today?it was not the bestest, I drove early to my classes only to find out 2 out of 3 of them were called off so I kinda wasted my timeBut at least now I'm good, I'm chilling on my bed watching stuff on my phone but soon I might play some roblox No real plans for today but tomorrow I might go on a bike ride >>77434790Heyo yuanon :DHow are you?
>>77433882yeah im stuck at work right now... im trying to stay awake for now.. no plans but, my new keyboard i ordered came in so im excited for that. >>77434790hi yuan :3 hows you todays?
>>77434790>hey gator! Hello yuanon :)>how's it going?Bad :( how are you going?>>77434827>don't have to go to uni tomorrowThat's really good :)>do you know why you couldn't fall asleep?I think it's because I think to much, I can't relax.>when you can't fall asleep?Just keep laying in my bed and hope I fall asleep lol >why bad?I felt very numb, and then I took a shower and cut my wrists kinda deep :(>kinda wasted my timeOh that must be annoying.>I'm chilling on my bed watching stuff on my phoneThat's fun!
>>77434790Yua!! Hello! last thread I was meaning to ask what album were you listening to? I couldn't remember which one I recommended since I've been talking so much about music lately but I hope you enjoyed it for real >we're used to cross-thread posts at this point.Good good! I'll keep it in mind, thanks YuaHow are ya today? is it close to bedtime for you?>>77434827Chilling is always a good way to spend time! I remember at one point during uni I had only one class on Thursdays and decided to skip it completely since it was too much of a hassle to go just for one class, I just hope you're a little bit more of a diligent student than I was :>
>>77434827>How are you?i'm alright. got something work-related on my mind that's bugging me, but other that that i had a good day. how about you? already playing roblox? >>77434837>hows you todays?i'm fine. today's a holiday, so i just met with friends and had a good time. also got back to my workout, which felt nice. you holding up alright? >>77434932>Bad :( drat. :/ what's going on?>how are you going?doing well. see above for the reasons. :> >>77434996>what album were you listening to?long season by fishmans. >I hope you enjoyed it for reali only listened to half of it on my way home from work. i was fairly agitated and concentrating on it took off the edge, but i've got a hard time understanding this more artistic approach to music. i'm rather superficial in that regard, but i'll finish it. based on it i'd recommend you this album, though.https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lcfiNldsQFMxTLrxyU5vjnlch3uxm0Fs8>How are ya today? see above. >is it close to bedtime for you?it's 9:00pm, so the day is slowly coming to an end, but not quite over yet.
>>77434837>trying to stay awake for now..good luck :<>new keyboard i ordered came in so im excited woaw!I smell gaming :3is it a fancy mechanical one?>>77434932>That's really good :)yup I'm vry happy about it>think it's because I think to much, I can't relax.hmm maybe listening to music in bed could help you relax?>Just keep laying in my bedWhen I can't fall I sometimes put on a movie on my phone and and watch while lying in bed, it's a win win because if I fall asleep I'm asleep yay :Dand if I don't at least I wasn't bored also yay :D>shower and cut my wrists kinda deep :(oww, it happens just stay safe fren Hope nobody notices them>That's fun!yes :D what are you doing? watching ot playing anything??>>77434996>Chilling is always a good way to spend timeagreed :3>hope you're a little bit more of a diligent student than I was :>well I must sadden you then :cI'm kind of a lazybones, I don't like my major so I don't really put much effort into uni :/Did you like your major?>>77435285>got something work-related on my mind that's bugging meoh goodness, you gotta find a wy to forget about itleave those worries for work time>other that that i had a good day.yay >how about you? already playing roblox?almost, I decided to do a test for uni, one of the subject is online and we're supposed to take tests once in a while and I kinda do them whenever I feel like itbut blood and iron, here I coomee!! :3 How's your evening going? doing anything?
>>77433599What's up guysI'm not gonna answer all the questions because the answers haven't changed really but a friend is taking me out to see a comedy showI don't really like comedy but I'm gonna go anyway because I don't want to blow them off.I'm just bored recently. Nothing interests me. Nothing makes me feel anything. I'm just waiting for time to pass. I feel like a failure because I haven't accomplished anything recently, but putting in the work feels like a sisyphean task, even though I have nothing but free time. And of course, no gf.
>>77435285>what's going on?I just feel so numb, I'm so lonely :( and no one cares about me. And earlier I cut my wrists, it was kinda deep.>doing well. That's good :)>>77435310>maybe listening to music in bed could help you relax?Okay next time I can't sleep I'll try that. Thanks :)>just stay safe frenI should be, but I don't care enough to be safe.>Hope nobody notices themHopefully.>what are you doing?Just laying in my bed watching YouTube.
Good evening my feminine little friends. My day today was awesome and I had a lot of fun, I have stopped drinking for now and I feel a lot better than I have in years, My grammar is still terrible though. How are my precious little femboys doing?
>>77435285im just tired.. i wanna sleep forever still
>>77435310yeah, just feel worn out recently.>is it one of those fancy mechanical ones?mhmm i got a nice full one the last one i got felt too small..
>>77435447thats good that you're not drinking anon! im happy for you :3
>>77435516You need to embrace your inner femboy more. Buy more skirts and do feminine poses and post :3 in every sentence and you will feel better.
>>77435524Thank you. I'm still a dick though muhahahaha
>>77435314Hello :]>but a friend is taking me out to see a comedy showthat's nice >don't really like comedycan't blame you but I hope you find a way to enjoy yourself and I hope that though that a different person likes you enough to take you place make you feel at least a little better >though I have nothing but free time.that doesn't mean you have it easy >>77435416>next time I can't sleep I'll try that. Thanks :)np hope it works ^^>don't care enough to be safe.but I remember you saying you always try to patch yourself up well, right?>Hopefullyhas anybody ever noticed you have some cuts or scratches?>laying in my bed watching YouTube.based and comfy pilledI'm in my bed too rn :3>>77435447good evening >have stopped drinking for now and I feel a lot betteraww I'm very glad to hear that ^^what changed?>My grammar is still terribledw it's not like anybody's going to notice >>77435516>feel worn out recently.maybe you're overworked?>got a nice full one the last one i got felt too small..:olooks cool!and it has a numpadmy current one doesn't and I miss it :<
>>77435310>you gotta find a wy to forget about itleave those worries for work timei'll try. just gotta tell my coworkers something tomorrow.>I decided to do a test for unilook at you. getting all motivated by yourself. :>>but blood and iron, here I coomee!! :3have a good time! >How's your evening going? doing anything?no. i have a hard time concentrating today for some reason. i think i'll just have a chill evening on my couch. >>77435314>I'm not gonna answer all the questions because the answers haven't changed reallyno need to do it every time. they're just conversation starters. you can if you want, though. :>>I don't really like comedy but I'm gonna go anyway because I don't want to blow them off.i think it'll be good to just do something different for a change. >>77435416>I just feel so numb, I'm so lonely :( and no one cares about mei know it's not the same, but we do care about you. you're always welcome here. >And earlier I cut my wrists, it was kinda deep.be careful, ok?>>77435483these days are always rough. hope you can recharge ar some point. how about a vacation?
>>77435785>what changedHad a couple of rough years but now it's all over.
>>77435797>just gotta tell my coworkers something tomorrow.set yourself an alert so your phone will remember about it and your brain can forget about it>getting all motivated by yourself. :>hehwell it's just that I've been slacking so now I have to make them before it's too late lol>have a good time!thank you>have a hard time concentrating today for some reason. I've like this the whole weekmaybe a tomato would help?but ig it's too late for that though I could eat something tomato sandwich...>i think i'll just have a chill evening on my couch.sounds good maybe even get a blanket or is it too warm for that over there?
>>77435785>but I remember you saying you always try to patch yourself up wellOh yeah I'm sorry I lied, I usually just put water on the cut. This is kinda the first time I have ever cut into dermis.>has anybody ever noticed you have some cutsYeah like a month ago my mom saw my cuts on my arms, she didn't care.>based and comfy pilledI'm in my bed too rn :3lol. Yeah it's nice just relaxing :)>>77435797>i know it's not the same, but we do care about you.Thanks, you guys are the only people that are nice to me. It's not the same as irl but it's still really nice!>be careful, ok?I'll try to be.
Does anyone else get sad watching old animated tv shows. I watched teen titans the other day and a wave of sadness hit me and I dont know why. I guess its the thought of everyone who watched the show when it aired are all grown up now and the only people still watching it are people who longed for the time in which they were still young.
>>77435844>set yourself an alerti get the idea, but i don't think it will be necessary. >so now I have to make them before it's too late loli see, i see. ^^ at least your doing them just in time. that's what i call efficiency. :>>maybe a tomato would help?maybe tomorrow. i think there still are some in the fridge. >but ig it's too late for that though I could eat something tomato sandwich...i ate some sandwhich as well. i'm hungry for some reason rn. >or is it too warm for that over there?no, a blanket is a good idea. the day was warm, but it's quite cold tonight. >>77435911>you guys are the only people that are nice to me.sorry to hear that. you're a good guy and i'm glad you found your way here. >it's still really nice!good to know you feel like that. >>77436046kinda, but it's more that there is a certain quality to them that's just missing from a lot of modern stuff. i don't even know if there's anything good airing right now.
>>77436143>i'm glad you found your way here.Yeah I am to, I just wish I was better at talking with people on hear.>good to know you feel like that.Yeah everyone here is incredibly nice! :)
>>77435911>yeah I'm sorry I lied, Idon't be sry, maybe I just misremembered >first time I have ever cut into dermis.ouch and it's on your wrists ouch ouch do you at least have a bandaid you could put on it>she didn't care.that's sadmaybe she thought it was just an accident :/>Yeah it's nice just relaxing :)are you under a blanket too or is it too warm where you live?Here in Poland it's been pretty warm these last 2weeks>>77436046Hi anonnot really but I get a little melancholic watching stuff like short videos like gameplays or animations that people made 10+ years agoI wonder what are those people doing now>>77436143>but i don't think it will be necessary.why?you think you'll remember?what happened anyway? if it's okay to ask>that's what i call efficiency. :>heh thank you ^^yup "efficiency">maybe tomorrowsame, probably for breakfast >hungry for some reason rn.drink some water to drown the hunger >the day was warm, but it's quite cold tonight.same hereit's nice :3
>>77436591>maybe I just misrememberedNo I remember saying that. I lied sorry.>at least have a bandaid you could put on itI wasn't gonna put one on, but I was randomly bleeding and I got blood on my bed so now I put one on.>thought it was just an accident :/No she knew it was self harm, I told her that it was self harm :(>or is it too warm where you live?It's pretty warm, but i still just wanna be in a blanket. It's just to nice :3>in Poland it's been pretty warm these last 2weeksOkay it's rained a lot where I live so it's not that hot, but it's still pretty warm.
>>77436550>I just wish I was better at talking with people on hear.just engage with us. it'll come to you eventually.>everyone here is incredibly nice! :)yeah. we're quite awesome :>>>77436591>you think you'll remember? yeah.>what happened anyway? if it's okay to askof course it's okay, but it's a longwinded story that i don't really want to tell right now. >heh thank you ^^anytime ^^>same, probably for breakfastgood idea. i'll think of something nice to make for breakfast tomorrow>drink some water to drown the hungerwill do. >same here it's nice :3yeah. looking forward to bed tonight.
>>77436755>I lied sorry.it's okay, I'm not angry or anything I'm just worried about ur safety >now I put one on.goodhope it all heals well>told her that it was self harm :(oh that's very sad then :<I'm sorry to hear that pls remember that at least we care about you, if I could I'd visit you to patch you cuts up >but i still just wanna be in a blanket. It's just to nice :3basedI'm a blanket enjoyed too, even when it gets warm >rained a lot where I live I wonder if it'll get like that here too it rained a little bit recently but not much hopefully not because I want to go on bike rides >>77436865>longwinded story that i don't really want to tell right now.that's okay >i'll think of something nicetell me what you come up with >looking forward to bed tonight.have a nice sleel
heya everyone>>77422908>very pretty picturethankies>you're going to get better, you're gonna see pretty views again i really hope youre right>yes plsat the latest they should be back by the next week>>77423421>Hope you feel better soon!thx>Crazy people are mostly very fun to be aroundas long as they arent dangerous!>>77423449>can't wait to see your photographsi really hope they turn out worthy enoughusually they come out shitty or shaky or whatever :(>I had no idea people could still get film cameras nowadays :0 well other than the obvious being used cameras (What i have) you can get brand new point and shoots (i believe by a really small company) and disposable cameras being those that you just shoot like they are from a phone but they are on film and you throw it away once its done (not recommended by me), what was shocking to me is that film (even in obscure and really old formats) is still produced (although incredibly expensive)>any reason you go for film over digital?not really, i just dont have the money for a digital camera and i find film to be a challenge, having to learn how to shoot manual and shoot worthy shots, every bad shot is literal money lostkind of a fun challenge and something to leave behind, like my mother has with the boxes upon boxes of photographs she has from all her different travels through out the 5 continents of the world that she visited>I remember my uncle once told me they didnt operate in megapixels but he didnt elaborate and I never figured out why is importantyeah they have just the film itself which has no resolution and can be scaled up virtually as much as you want without losing quality (especially if you are using a larger format and not 35mm(35mm is basically a 35mm sensor, high quality stuff going by digital camera standards))pretty much even with the lowest quality camera you can get high quality photographs(unless the lens is a shitty plastic lens like in disposable cameras) unlike with digital
>>77423565hey officeanon>always feels that way.i cant quite put my finger on why i feel that way when in the middle of nowhere. maybe it is the lack of responsibilities or enough time and peace to relax properly. idk>hang in therenot much of another option lol. fuck it we ball >but a lot of people aren't dangerous, just kinda off and often in a sad kinda wayyeah such was the case with him, from what i understood he hadnt interacted with people that closely since last time the hostess was there and it was with her, guy is 74 years old and it just made me sad because he cant do anything either its not like he can go anywhere even with his 3 cars (i bet they dont work)def an interesting person despite speaking very little to him and understanding even lessi dont remember if i photographed his house but he claimed that be built it all by himself in the 80s i believe, all except the roof which he didnt know how to do>>77424576heya yuanon>my parents always went to the same remote place in italy for out vacationshow did you like that place? italy is really similar to the landscapes i see here but weirdly more popular tourist destination>wed asked to go to italy again next year... ^^'i wish i had the luxury to do that lol>>77424684hey DM>really nice photothankies>You have an eye for compositioni hope i can keep doing this consistently and not once in a blue moon but i will def see in a week once the results are backthe hostess who travelled the world and took roughly 15.000 photographs (which i am tasked to scan digitally) really liked my photos and offered to get me in a photography seminar held by someone she knowsi hope you and her are right and i can indeed take good photosmy friends say that my photos feel liminal/backrooms-esque (probably because i hate photographing people) sorry for not replying last thread i got really caught up in minecraft when playing with friends yesterday, also run oput of charachters for the previous message haha
>>77436865>it'll come to you eventually.Hopefully :)>we're quite awesome :> Yeah, everyone is incredible!>>77436983>I'm just worried about ur safetyOkay.>hope it all heals wellHopefully. But I'm happy as long as it stops bleeding.>oh that's very sad then :<Yeah :(>remember that at least we care about youThanks, your all very kind.>if I could I'd visit you to patch you cuts upThat would be lovely!>hopefully not because I want to go on bike ridesOh yeah hopefully not, how often do you go on a bike ride?>>77437132Hey Sisyphus!
I'm sleep nowgood night friends bye ^^>>77437132helo SisyphusI hope you're doing okay fren>>77437342>really caught up in minecraft when playing with frienI hope it means I had lots of fun :>
bump before leaving the office, see ya guys soon
>>77437392>But I'm happy as long as it stops bleeding.it'll probably heal up quickly if you have it covered so you don't accidentally reopen it >Thanks, your all very kind.you're welcome ^^thank you for coming here, you're nice >That would be lovely!yeah it would..>how often do you go on a bike ride?hmm maybe twice a weekwhenever I have some energy and free time
>>77437392hello gator>>77437404hello catim doing neutral like yesterday :/im also going to, good night :3piicrel is a church completed in 1932 found at a small vllage that had very few permenant inhabtants, such a huge and iimpressve buildiing left by tself only used for the regular easter and chrstmas :( really lked the architecture of t but t was nght and coulnt get a proper photo of t :(( have another one wll send latermy keyboard s dyng again ):<ths tme it it is the ii keyoh well what is to be expected of a 30 year old keyboard stole from my school
>>77436983>tell me what you come up withalright>have a nice sleelstill on my couch. i'm too tired and lazy to get up.>>77437342>how did you like that place?it was great. especially the food. haven't been there in a long time, though. >italy is really similar to the landscapes i see here but weirdly more popular tourist destinationhm. you're greek, right? maybe it's just a little further away than a lot of people want to drive by car? might just not be as well known either. >i wish i had the luxury to do that lolmaybe at some point. >sorry for not replying last threadas long as you had a good time it's all good. we'll always be here for the next thread. ^^>>77437404sleep tight!
>How are you doing?kinda shitty but not as shitty as usual >Any plans for today?I have the day off so I have just been on 4chan inbetween reviewing cases for my own education>When was the last time you hurt yourself?couple weeks ago I think >Why did you hurt yourself?I felt like shit about grades and burnt myself with my cigarette end >Is there anything bothering you right now?just worry about the future and the fact that I have almost no friends , im stressed because I might see my "group" for the first time in a bit and im worried ill flounder bc im so socially withdrawn now, also my new job is stressful , and I feel fat and bloated all the time even though im kinda athletic
>>77437404>good night friends bye ^^Goodnight cat :3>>77437406Okay!>>77437445>it'll probably heal up quickly if you have it covered I hope so.>you're niceThanks! But your nicer!
BumpjlkHope everyone is having a amazing day!
should I start cutting myself? Seems like a good way to destress and potentially unalive myself unpainfully
>>77438285>should I start cutting myself?No definitely not, it will not help you. There's much better ways to destress then to cut.
>>77435532but i have some..>>77435562idk bout that youre mostly just degen anon>>77435785it does have a num pad its nice to have one again>>77435797well my brother should be in town soon so maybe i can>>77438285no, you only want to do it more and more
Final bumpkl I hope everyone is having a wonderful night! And is sleeping well!
I saw the comedy show. Holy fuck it was bad. All normie comedy is just>virtue signal>sex joke>sex joke>white people bad>sex joke>drugs joke>sex jokeThis is funny to people?
Hi guysss, I was planning to get some stuff done but it's one of those days I gotta call an early night, you know what they say about candles burning at both ends lmao>>77435285Im glad you got to be with friends today Yua :>>the album you sent is region blockedDamned third world... I'll look for a place to download it, the cover already gives me a great vibe.>i was fairly agitated and concentrating on it took off the edgeIt's great right?? there was this time i was tripping badly and it helped me chill out, it's great for that. You don't have to worry about understanding it too much, as long as the vibes are there you can just follow alongThanks for taking the time to reply friend, and hopefully you have sweet dreams>>77435310pftttt don't worry catto,>I'm kind of a lazybonesthen we have that in common lol, cruising by with the least effort is the best you can do with an unwanted major, I didn't like mine either but meh, at least I got it over with. How much you got left?>>77437132Sis! I was really looking forward to hear back from ya!I think film cameras are way more romantic, maybe cause I didn't grew up with them but the idea that each shot being final and all the little imperfections like shakiness and stuff making each picture feel more alive. For example the color that you got on that trail photo is so vibrant. you could probably try to replicate it in software and it wouldn't feel as warm and soulful, I say it's a pretty good picture. Your sense of composition is absolutely amazing>pretty much even with the lowest quality camera you can get high quality photographsooooooh yet another thing to spend my money on :0 now I'm curious about film photography. Anyways thank you for explaining that concept to me! I hope you have pleasant dreams>>77439572Hi Schizo! Holy shit that sucks. I swear to god normies don't even enjoy things, I don't know how else to explain it, lol, but the feeling is all right there
>>77439699Yeah I hate that I might be a narcissist but when I'm around normies all I can think is that they're so unthinking
>>77439710right? like I don't think I'm hot shit, far from it but normies sometimes are just so tone deaf you know? anyhow, with that out of the way, what's next for you? gonna go hit the sheets soon?
>>77439836yeah, most likely. right now I'm just catching up on some threads I'm in and playing some games. I have an easy day tomorrow so no need to go to bed early really
>>77439856What are you playing? Tomorrow we're getting half the day off at the office so I'm also looking forward to that
>>77440004I'm playing games on flashpoint. Really just passing time before I go to bed. I'm not tired enough yet.
hi , everyone. it's been a while.welcome to all the newcomers, i hope you have a wonderful stay.life's been ok enough, as always. got the character i wanted on a gacha so i've been playing non-stop.i'm leaving now, idk when i'll come back, but i'm still alive, if u wonder. see ya, lovelies.
good morning, everyone! just woke up, so here's a quick bump.
good morningi hope everyone is doing okay >>77439699>>77440004teto and miku look so cute in that song animationi drew teto and planning to draw miku as well
>>77440494>got the character i wanted on a gachaWhat game is it?I also put I off doing the cutting thing for scars so... thanks thread.>>77441676>i hope everyone is doing okayI hope your having a goodday too!
>>77439572yeah ive noticed that too with modern comedies especially from the westi keep watching the same greek comedy from 1999(that has been on tv ever since) and mr bean because of thatwhile the 25 yo comedy isnt much better in the sex/drug jokes sector but it has a funny deliver to it>>77439699>I was really looking forward to hear back from ya!:D>I think film[...]more aliveyeah i guess you are right thats also a factorsometimes annoying because you take a picture you think will come out amazing only for it to be ruined by shakiness in the end productive thought about it being more "alive" as there is barely any process to be done unlike with digital sensors that do 100 things, film is just exactly what is infront of you, with altered colours sometimes and depending on grain size maybe of less "quality" as normies would say>For example the colour that you got on that trail photo is so vibrantand depending on what film stock is used youd be amazed at how vibrant it could be>I say it's a pretty good picture. Your sense of composition is absolutely amazingaww thanksi hope you guys are right about my photos>yet another thing to spend my money on yeah its quite a money consuming hobby but the camera will take less than all the film and development costs combined overtime xd>now I'm curious about film photographyits quite an interesting thing imo>Anyways thank you for explaining that concept to me! I hope you have pleasant dreamsmy pleasure, i assure you i did. i had a weird ass dream i was on top of those massive things that carry the powerlines in the countryside with some friend and a well known character from the 25yo tv show and we were playing buckshot roulette on itwoke up with a bloody nose too>>77437463picrel is the side of that church which i couldnt get a proper picture of because of how dark it was and how close to it i was
>>77437471>it was greati need to go to italy one day>you're greek[...]known eitheryeah i am. ig youre right, going by car would definitely suck, i hate long car ridesgoing by boat though would be nice but probably more of a hassle >maybe at some point. maybe maybemore likely i will do something like "vagrant holiday" (on yt) did thoughii have to go to the dentist today and im kiinda worriied despite him just goiing to clean my teetha friend of mine whos older than me still had 3 of her child teeth and they removed one of them. shes nearly 19 and still had them!>>77440494hullo lavender :3>>77441261>>77441676good morning, rise and shine
Good morning everyone :3got a day off today :DI might go on a bike ride today >>77437463>piicrel is a church completed in 1932very nice >but t was nght and coulnt get a proper photo of t :((it's okay ^^ I think that night photo looks very cool>my keyboard s dyng again ):<nooo>30 year old keyboard stole from my schoolheheh that must be a funny story :>>>77437683Hi anon>not as shitty as usualyay :Da small improvement is still an improvement>have the day offnice :>enjoy your day off anon>couple weeks ago that's quite a while, good job!!>worry about the future and the fact that I have almost no friends ,yeah that crap sucks :<>and im worried ill flounderI'm sure it'll be fine, They're are going to be a bit scared too >feel fat and bloated all the time even though im kinda athleticmaybe you eat too much salt? or maybe it's just a mental thing?>>77437704>But your nicer!^^ no you :3 >>77438274thanks for the bumps Hope you're having a nice day/night too>>77438285I don't think it's a good idea >unalive myself unpainfullyit's not unpainfull anon>>77439572lol, yeah they suck but you still can get some enjoyment out of how cringe and predictable they are >>77439699>gotta call an early night,goodnight ^^>cruising by with the least effortthat's me hehe :3>How much you got left?I think about a year and a half, I wonder if I'll finish it>>77440494Heya Lavy :Dit's very nice to see you I've been wondering how you were doing I'm super glad you're still alive and you even managed to be in a good mood :DDHave fun playing gacha>>77441261Good morning yuanon >>77441676Good meowrning chroma
Good Morning people,hope everyone have a nice friday :)
>>77442484Hey Nidagood morning and happy friday to you too :D You got any plans for today?
Morning guys. Working from home today. need to go grocery shopping but aside from that, pretty boring day.
>>77442787>You got any plans for today?Not much,yesterday was pretty stressful so I'm hoping I can just chill out,probably gonna lay in bed and study for the exam I have tomorrow when I get home
>>77443041>hoping I can just chillgood luck, hope nobody bothes you^^>study for the exam I have tomorrow:<even more good luck!!exams suck
good morning bump! will reply in a moment
literally dying from allergies today. Felt so bad last night i couldn't even sleep with medicine i took. Can't wait for pollen count to go down,.>>77437342>sorry for not replying last thread i'm terrible at replying sometimes. Just too overworked these days>i cant quite put my finger on why i feel that way when in the middle of nowhere. maybe it is the lack of responsibilitiesthink that's exactly it. Away from stress of regular life, no worries about other people, just slow stillness. Doesn't help if you live in a city you're far removed from natural world and live a sort of distorted version of the world>just made me sad because he cant do anythingi feel that way too. I guess me feeling outside things a lot of time i have a lot of sympathy for others who end up in those situations and could see myself living similarity one day> claimed that be built it all by himself in the 80salways impressed people who actually do such things>>77440494always a little concerned when i don't see certain posters in a while, but good to see you lav. know it's just life sometimes, but always good to have you here>>77441261morning yuanon, hope you're off to a good start>>77441676hey chroma, how's it going?>>77442305hey cat!>I might go on a bike ride todayhave fun! it's rainy again today... bah>>77442800i work from home today too and should buy groceries, but probably won't lol>>77442484hey nida>>77443041good luck. Don't envy that part of school anymore, but suppose while studying sucks there's still more freedom than when you're out working full timeonce again i sound like an old man>>77444133hi anonymous mystery poster
I'm so sleepy... I don't want to go out... I don't want to attend these zoom meetings...
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sup350 threads already, huh
I'm awake.I lost a lot of study time, I'll punish myself later.You guys doing good?
>>77444365do you have to talk during them?>>77445189hey ritsu, how's it been going?>350 threads already, huhpretty crazy. Can't remember which thread i came during, but remember a few of the 100's milestones now>>77445206hey saka>I lost a lot of study timenot much you can do about that. Maybe push yourself harder and stay up studying later before jumping to anything too harsh
>>77445279Hey OA, haven't seen you last time. Well, all my life nowadays is about preparations for final exams, so not much is happening apart from study time and relaxation through stupid memes, videos, and food. Currently playing Pocket mirror when I feel calm
>>77445279Some of them, yeah. But they're over now. I just have to work up the energy to go to the grocery store and liquor store, and I really don't want to do that. I might get lunch elsewhere and then go later today.
>>77445373> haven't seen you last time.i feel like i either can post here a lot, or almost not at all D: just how times goes lately. Really busy with the project I'm working on these days, but try to stop here when I have time. Today is slow, so finally caught a break>preparations for final examthose do happen to be pretty time consuming >Pocket mirrorhad to look this up. Looks interesting. rpg maker games can be fun :>>>77445392> But they're over nowglad you survived. I had a few hours worth of them past 2 days and it's tiresome.>I just have to work up the energy ahh yeah, i feel you there. I should as welll, but i'm tired and it's rainy and cold so not feeling it
>>77445514It's rainy and cold where I am too. My fridge is almost empty but I'm just subsisting on whatever I can find because I'm so disinterested in getting anything.
>>77444133Hello good morning and thank you for the bump :D>>77444280Hiya Officeanon sorry to hear your allergies have very torturing you so bad :<I'm guessing today's work wasn't very productive >have fun! it's rainy again today... bahit's supposed to rain here tomorrow D:>>77444365:cwhy do you have to attend them ??maybe get a cardboard cutout of yourself put it in front of the camera and go sleep mueheh >:3>>77445189ritsu :3hello, how's it going?>>77445373>final examsaaaaa! xwx>>77445206Hi sakasuch it life, don't beat yourself up about it (literally)Your disappointment in yourself is enough >guys doing good?yeah am ok
>>77445861>why do you have to attend themIt's mandatory for work. It's actually good for me since it's an easy way to get my hours up, but I find the meetings boring so I just browse 4chan while I'm on them
>>77443516>good luck, hope nobody bothes you^^>even more good luck!! exams suckThanks cat,I'm finally home,probably gonna take a nap since I'm a bit sleepy>>77444280>good luck. Don't envy that part of school anymoreThanks,it wouldn't be that bad if they didn't force us to wake up 6am in a Saturday >:(>but suppose while studying sucks there's still more freedom than when you're out working full timeWise words,I'm really making the best of this year because I know next year is either gonna be Uni or working as a clerk on my local supermarket
>>77445279>not much you can do about that. Maybe push yourself harder and stay up studying later before jumping to anything too harshI ain't gonna study today, I figured. I'll start tomorrow.I've just set up my study schedule on a cool app that I found, it'll help me stay organized with my schedule>>77445861>Your disappointment in yourself is enoughIt is not. Some kind of physical punishment is often needed
>>77445514I hope you will earn gazilion bucks from the project and will have a lot of free time afterwards!> those do happen to be pretty time consuming It's either that or very stressful, and since I have zero productivity during times of high stress, "slow and steady" is my only option to succeed. > rpg maker games can be funI really like the environment in this game, it's gorgeous. Plus it manages to create a creepy and mysterious atmosphere. >>77445861Hi cat! yeah, darn exams. How's your time in uni?
Off I go to get my damn groceries. This is gonna take forever
>>77446483nvm fuck that shit, it is raining WAY too hard for me to take an hour long walk to the store
>>77438499>well my brother should be in town soon so maybe i cansounds like a fantastic idea. you deserve a break. :>>>77439699>the album you sent is region blockedfunny. usually that happens to me. >Damned third world...not much difference these days. >I'll look for a place to download it, the cover already gives me a great vibe.maybe here?https://guitarsunkissed.bandcamp.com/album/plankton>It's great right?? there was this time i was tripping badly and it helped me chill out, it's great for that.that it is. >You don't have to worry about understanding it too muchi have a tendency to overthink stuff.>Thanks for taking the time to reply friendanytime. (^-^)>>77440494hey lav. it's always good hearing from you and i'm glad you're doing well. see you soon, hopefully. >>77441942>i need to go to italy one daywhat to expect depends a lot on the region, though. i only know tuscany. >going by car would definitely suckguess you'd have to make the drive part of the experience to make it worthwhile. i think a lot of people are way to obsessed with getting somewhere and doing something instead of taking a break and enjoying themselves when they go on vacation. >going by boat though would be nice but probably more of a hassledepends on the boats. i hate cruise ships with a passion.>more likely i will do something like "vagrant holiday" (on yt) did thoughnever heard of them. i'll check them out. >ii have to go to the dentist today and im kiinda worriied despite him just goiing to clean my teethhope your appointment went well. have to go there myself sooner rather than later. >shes nearly 19 and still had them!how odd. >>77442305hey catbro!>>77442484hi nida!>>77442800hello schizo!
>>77444280hi officeanon! >literally dying from allergies today. Felt so bad last night i couldn't even sleeplearned an interesting fact. it seems like the problem with allergies is way bigger in urban environments, because the city planners mostly planted male trees (the pollen producing ones) and very few females, so the ratio is way worse than in rural or natural areas. hope it's makes you feel better to know that there's someone you can blame. (^-^)>hope you're off to a good starti bumped the thread because i wanted to start posting soon after, but somehow i lost a whole day... D: wasn't bad though. it just went by way quicker than i thought it would. >>77445189hey ritsu! :D how's it going?>350 threads already, huhnearly a year worth of threads. :>>>77445206hey sakamoto!>You guys doing good?the day flew by, but i had a good time. went to my local nerdstore, got some groceries, made dinner watched some stuff and the day is almost over... >>77446554wanted to wish you a nice trip, but i guess it'll have to wait. ^^'
>>77446561What's up yuanonsorry to disappoint, no groceries for me. Guess I'm just gonna buy some frozen slop from the pharmacy for the like billionth time in a row
>>77446584>What's upoh, not much. just watching some series on netflix for a change. it's entertaining enough. >sorry to disappoint, no groceries for me. you're not disappointing anyone here. :> maybe it'll stop raining soon and you can still get them. if you want to, that is. >gonna buy some frozen slopi think a lot of frozen stuff gets a bad rep, but i do enjoy myself some frozen vegetables. maybe there's some less processed stuff without additives you could get?
Are any of you women or just mentally deranged femboys?
Hey. I wasn't planning on coming here today but the police showed up to talk with me :(
>>77446766hey gator! >but the police showed up to talk with me :(why? what's going on?
>>77446809Hey yuanon! >why? what's going on?I was talking on a crises text line. And I told them that sometimes I cut myself, and then they called the police to come talk with me
>>77446673I've always assumed they're all men>>77446766Dude are you okay?>>77446656It's not that I'm worried about my health, I'm just tired of the frozen stuff. I could splurge and get myself a decent meal from the other convenience store here, but I've spent so much money lately it doesn't feel worth it. Then again, that store sells alcohol, so it might be worth it.
>>77446166>since it's an easy way to get my hoursoh that's nice >the meetings boring so I just browse 4chanat least they're not in person >>77446168>gonna take a nap since I'm a bit sleepyhave a restful nap :3>>77446356>darn exams.>:l> How's your time in uni?it's annoying but this semester is pretty chill and easier than the last one>>77446561Hello yuanon :DDHow was your friday??>>77446766Hi Ali :<what's happened? are you okay??
>>77446833>Dude are you okay?Hey schizo. no I'm feeling terrible.>>77446842>what's happened? are you okay??Nothing really happened, I was texting a crises hotline. And they called the cops. The cops only talked with me, but obviously my parents seen the cops, and now know my depression is way worse then they thought.
>>77446905Is there a reason you're hurting so bad?
>>77446831>I told them that sometimes I cut myself, and then they called the police to come talk with mewhat the... you'd think these kinda lines would treat topics like that a little more confidential, but i guess they have to when you might be a danger to yourself. not sure if the police is trained to deal with a situation like that, though. i'd expect some sort of social worker or therapist. sorry you had to go through shit like that. doesn't really instil trust in these services. :/ how are you feeling about it? >>77446833>I'm just tired of the frozen stuff.i get you. at some point you just need something different for a change. >I've spent so much money lately it doesn't feel worth it. Then again, that store sells alcohol, so it might be worth it.if you can, maybe you should get yourself a treat. you deserve it. don't overdo it with the alcohol, though. get yourself something nice, not just something to get smashed. >>77446842>How was your friday??quite chill. (^-^) maybe a little too chill... i feel like the day flew by without me doing anything. how was your friday?
>>77446970>you deserve itI assure you I do not, lmao>if you can, maybe you should get yourself a treatI do have a lot of money saved, I just try not to spend more money than I make any month because that's a destructive lifestyle. I really wanna have 10k by the end of the year because that's more than I've ever had before (this is my first year working after graduating college)>get yourself something nice, not just something to get smashed.Unfortunately I can't really get drunk even if I want to much anymore.
>>77446943Mainly because I was homeschooled since 3rd grade, so I never have had a childhood like I never had a friend or a boyfriend. And I'm really dumb because of it.>>77446970>little more confidential,Yeah I wish they did and now I'm never using them again.>not sure if the police is trained to deal with a situation like thatI think theu were specially trained police, like they talked about how they were trained for this. But idk>sorry you had to go through shit like thatYeah and now my parents really know how depressed I am :(>how are you feeling about it?I'm feeling terrible, I'm gonna cut tonight.
>>77445803how it is sometimes. I have the hardest time motivating to go get food somedays and wish i could do without it sometimes>>77445861>sorry to hearworst it's been a long time :< no idea why even>wasn't very productivewas more productive than i thought i'd be, but falling asleep basically all day. Gonna be early night tonight> rain here tomorrow ah that sucks. but here again as well. Can't get a break D:>>77446168> wouldn't be that bad if they didn't force us to wake up 6am in a Saturdaynow that's pretty tough D: Also very surprising to hear. Never heard of anything like, but different schools out there>Uni or working as a clerk on my local supermarkettake your time with that too. Important to think about the future, but sometimes takes time to figure what you want to do for real and trying to rush what comes next can end badly>>77446333> I'll start tomorrow.good luck to you then. Hope can make the most of it and you do something fun the rest of your time today> set up my study schedule on a cool app that I founddoes it just set reminders or what does it do? I feel the more i try to be organized, less i am and end up doing things kind of haphazardly sometime xD
>>77447022I don't know if this is any consolation, but you're not alone. I can relate, even if my experience is somewhat different.If you die now, you'll never get the opportunity to turn things around.
>>77446356>I hope you will earn gazilion bucks from the project and will have a lot of free time afterwards!I'm sort of scared what would happen to me if i make a ton of money lol Most likely case of all this is i just get more work, but doing my best for now>slow and steadyusually the most ideal one in my opinion. There are always time there will be some stress you can't avoid, but a lot of it can be.>>77446575> bigger in urban environmentsi haven't been in an urban area even for few weeks though D: I'm technically suburbs, but a lot closer to the rural and forests than I am city. So I think it might just be bad out now, but it is interesting to hear and another reason I'm thankful I don't live in a city xD>i wanted to start posting soon after, but somehow i lost a whole dayjust how it is sometimes ha Most time I post and disappear is something along the same lines.>>77446766hey gator. Hope you're okay with everything now>>77447022>so I never have had a childhoodi'm sorry to hear that and I feel very sorry for your experience since you posted here. My time was a bit different (i went to private school, not homeschooling), but that environment, going to an all guy school, and combined with overly strict parents made me really hate my youth and feel robbed of a normal life that still bothers me years later. Can't comprehend how not having anyone around at all was even that much worse, but know these things really stay with you, and hope you can get over it. We're all your friend here, which isn't the same i know, but are here to listen when you need it.
>>77446905>And they called the cops.how helpful.. >:c>now know my depression is way worse then they thought.:<what do you think they're going to do about it?>>77446943>quite chillnice :3> feel like the day flew byoh it happens just get ready to enjoy your weekend >how was your friday?was okay, didn't do much went on a little bike ride, that's about it >>77447025>no idea why evenmaybe time to go to a doctor?>Gonna be early night tonightthat's ok>Can't get a break D::<
Every man is entitled to a /cut/ boyfriend.
>>77447144I'm not a femboy thoughoriginally
>>77447148That's what they all say ;3
>>77447113>maybe time to go to a doctor?or switch allergy pills. You're actually supposed to rotate, and might be what i need. Doctor will probably just tell me same thing, but then have to pay for the copay lol>:<just want to have one nice weekend before the summer heat, but oh well>>77447148it's okay, they do this to everyone, it's actually kinda sometimes
>>77446987>I assure you I do not, lmaoi'm not going to argue with your self-image, but you should give yourself a break. >I just try not to spend more money than I make any month because that's a destructive lifestyle.true. i need to keep my spending habits in check a little more. good you're saving up, though.>I can't really get drunkthat's good. i think i can count the times i had too much on a single hand. i just don't want to drink the amount that would be necessary anymore. >>77447022>Yeah I wish they did and now I'm never using them again.at least you know you can't tell them everything, but than calling them is kinda pointless, i guess. :[>like they talked about how they were trained for this. But idkyeah, you can be trained for something, but still don't get it. i feel much more comfortable sharing stuff with you all because you get it. we may come from different places and situations, but you get it. >and now my parents really know how depressed I am :(maybe that's for the better. things rarely improve on their own. it would have been better if this new situation wouldn't have been forced on you, but i'm sure you will be able to deal with it. >I'm feeling terrible, I'm gonna cut tonight.i'd prefer if you didn't, but if you do, please don't go too deep and patch yourself up afterwards, ok?>>77447107>i haven't been in an urban area even for few weeks though D: I'm technically suburbs, but a lot closer to the rural and forests than I am city. So I think it might just be bad out nowthat's rough... hope it'll be over soon. >but it is interesting to hear and another reason I'm thankful I don't live in a city xDalways happy to provide information that confirms your biases and preconceived notions. ^^ >Most time I post and disappear is something along the same lines.guess we all need those days once in a while.
>>77447245>you should give yourself a break.I never work hard on anything though, I am so lazy
>>77447038>but you're not alone. I can relateThanks schizo! :)>>77447107>Hope you're okay with everything nowNot really :(>I feel very sorry for your experience since you posted hereThanks officeanon!>i went to private schoolThat must have also sucked.>overly strict parents made me really hate my youthYeah it sucks, feeling like your childhood is terrible.>robbed of a normal lifeYeah it feels like your parents stole a normal good life from you :(>not having anyone around at all was even that much worseYeah I'm always just stuck in my house and it really sucks :(>We're all your friend here, which isn't the same i knowYeah everyone here is extremely nice, and good. And yeah it's not the same, but for me it's all that I have ever had.>>77447113>how helpful.. >:cYeah, it's only gonna cause problems.>what do you think they're going to do about it?Hopefully nothing.>>77447245>but than calling them is kinda pointlessYeah I'm never calling them again.>i feel much more comfortable sharing stuff with you all because you get it.Yeah it's much better and easier here I'm not scared taking to you guys, and it's so much better that it's anonymous here.>maybe that's for the better.Probably not.>wouldn't have been forced on youYeah I didn't want this at least not right now.>i'd prefer if you didn'tI'm sorry today has been way to stressful :(>don't go too deep and patch yourself up I'll try to be careful.
>>77447240>its okay they do this to everyone it's actually kinda sometimesOh I see what you're doing. You were gonna say hot. It's actually kinda hot sometimes.
>>77447270>I never work hard on anything though, I am so lazydude, you're stressing yourself every waking moment. that's what i'm talking about. i've been there myself. >>77447285>Yeah I'm never calling them again.good riddance. >I'm not scared taking to you guys, and it's so much better that it's anonymous here.i'm very happy you feel that way, too. (^-^)>Probably not.i hear you. >at least not right now.it's hard enough to let people know on your own terms. >I'm sorry today has been way to stressful :(it's ok. if that's what you need right now, it can't be helped. i just want you to know that we're here to support you.>I'll try to be careful.thank you.
>>77447270>I am so lazyThis is femboy lifestyle 101. Your hands are not supposed to be hard and rugged.
>>77447440I know that you are 35 but femboys come in all shapes and forms and i think it's time for me to shoot my shot. Will you marry me despite never having met me seen me heard my voice or know my true intentions?
>>77447440>dude, you're stressing yourself every waking moment. that's what i'm talking about. i've been there myself.god you might be right. I just feel like no matter what choice I make, it's the wrong one. So I just do nothing, but then I regret not doing anything. There's no way forward.
so eepy im aleep nwlgoodnight eberyone.Ali pls stay strong and patient may something good will come out of this
>>77447245>hope it'll be over soon.me too. Makes it harder to enjoy spring like this, but summer heat doesn't bother me to horribly much (even if it's still nicer now minus the air trying to kill me all the time)>happy to provide information that confirms your biases and preconceived notionsmy favorite kind of information lol>guess we all need those days once in a while.i'm just hoping after i crash asleep (which no idea how much longer that'll be) i'll wake up feeling more coherent than i've been past 2 days>>77447285>Yeah it sucks, feeling like your childhood is terrible.nobodies is perfect, but do think some of us have it a little worse than average. Used to think i just complained too much, but i realized more i talked to people things were messed up> feels like your parents stole a normal good life from youyeah, and it bothers me, but I think I've come a long way. Done things I used to never dream I'd do, but I did. It still bothers me quite a lot, but feels pretty good to come a long way after that.>always just stuck in my house and it really sucksi'd say first things first, need to make some steps to fix that and go from there.> but for me it's all that I have ever had.well we're always here, but i'm sure you'll be able to find others one day too. Won't be easy i know, but sure you'll be able to with time and effort to overcome it>>77447435i meant to say funny, but bah i'm too tired man. can barely keep my eyes open and making tons of mistakes today
>>77447496i feel flattered, but i don't think i'm made for marriage. or any relationship, for that matter. i admire your tenacity, though. don't give up.>>77447507>I just feel like no matter what choice I make, it's the wrong one. So I just do nothing, but then I regret not doing anything. There's no way forward.sometimes it's not about moving forward, but persisiting until an opportunity presents itself. you've been through a lot. it's ok to do something you enjoy and get your mind off things without feeling guilty about it. >>77447603sleep well, catbro! see you tomorrow!>>77447615>Makes it harder to enjoy spring like this, but summer heat doesn't bother me to horribly muchi think i enjoy consistent weather more than this wild mix we had here lately. just wears you down. i take the dry heat of summer over this humid hell anytime. >my favorite kind of information lolthat's everyone's favorite information. ^^ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4HR94tifIkM&pp=ygUiaSBiZWxpZXZlIGV2ZXJ5IHdvcmQgdGhhdCBtYW4gc2FpZA%3D%3D>i'll wake up feeling more coherent than i've been past 2 daysyeah. i wednesday was horrible and i was still feeling that yesterday. today my mind was way calmer and clearer. hope you'll sleep well and that your brain will have enough rest to reset.
>>77447440>good riddance.Yeah this place is way better!>if that's what you need right nowIt sucks, but it's the only thing I can do.>that we're here to support you.Thanks! :3>>77447603>goodnight eberyone.Goodnight cat!>>77447615>think some of us have it a little worse than averageYeah, some people have it a little worse.>Done things I used to never dream I'd doGood job! I'm glad you overcome your issues and got to do things that you want to do.>need to make some steps to fix that and go from there.Yeah I'm trying to, I'm going on a walk once a week.>well we're always here,Thanks :)>but i'm sure you'll be able to find others one day too.Hopefully :/
>>77447792>you've been through a lotI really haven't. I don't have an excuse for how inactive I am.
>>77447909>Yeah this place is way better!it definitely is. (^-^)>it's the only thing I can do.i understand.>>77447920>I really haven't. I don't have an excuse for how inactive I am.you're not the only one. it's an epidemic. there's only that much personal responsibility you can take for something that's happening everywhere. i'm off to bed guys. good night!
>>77448768>good night!Sleep well yuanon :)
>>77448768Thanks for the kind words. It's gonna take a lot of work for me to believe I'm not worthless, though. I just don't work and I don't have much going for me. My whole life everyone thought I would be special, and in fact I'm probably below average.Sleep well. It'll be lonely here without you. I feel like I'm the only one who posts in these threads who isn't European.
>>77441697honkai star rail. wanted robin so bad... her singing is relaxing as hell . :) she's also broken as fuck lmao>>77441942hello!!!>>77442305>I've been wondering how you were doing i didn't know people thought about me. it's nice to know you're interesting enough to exist on someone's thoughts. it's nice to see you too, cat. >>77446561>see you soon, hopefully. well, here i am. since i'm assuming you're sleeping now, have sweet dreams, yua. >>77444280>always a little concerned when i don't see certain posters in a while,you don't need to worry about me, office anon! i'm doing okay. today was a happy day anyway. if i wanted to kill myself, i wouldn't let you guys with the doubt, i'd probably say something. so if i'm gone, just think i forgot to come back, or i'm thriving.
