I'm depressed/suicidal and my self medicating with alcohol has gotten so bad that I'm just destroying my body with it nowDo you guys know anywhere online I could chat with people who have similar problems? I cant talk to my family about this, they dont understand it and they dont want to hear it.I think about suicide vividly several times an hour now, and if I try to tell my family they act disgusted or angry after a few seconds. Sorry frens, I know this board is mostly for relationship and job advice
>>31207315Same situation here. I just live with it but my drinking has gotten pretty bad. I wonder if it will be how I go out.
>>31207315Your thread is perfectly fine and belongs here. Best thing I ever found have been /druk/ threads on /tv/, but jannies usually delete them after a while. Leddit is full with AA fundamentalists and other redditor retards. But I didn't really looked enough.
Reduce the alcohol, stop and observe your own thoughts. You will notice things about those thoughts. Patterns, reoccurring ruminations maybe a visible thing. Write down what you notice and try to get to a root cause. Introspection may open up perspectives.